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Sunday, February 22, 2009

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see you here


see you here

in my heart

i feel you

near, the closer you get

the wholeness i felt

i knew this feeling won't go away


you won't go away

cos i let you linger

my heart, my life

and you left your pieces of your being

everywhere in every place


i feel you

here with only me

why did you still love me?

you have felt me too

when i left my pieces of me there

in your soul......

~

©2009 Kai C.



Tuesday, February 10, 2009

THREES A CROWD!!


Heres Kinshar's (Oyin's) secret.....
Kinshar got a crush.....
I fell in love with another blogger....
He and I were really close and talked all the time...
I knew that nothing would become of this relationship cos....
because of the age difference....
So how did this happen.....

We were suppose to be best friends, but ended up being lovers....
Our feelings grew over the months as the time progressed.....
I have to confess all now because it shouldnt have happened....
the way it did......
I was so sure that I could let him go as I told him....
I told him that he needs to move on to another girl that he would marry.....
Knowing it couldnt be me, I was ok with this decision.....
So he has now confessed to finding a girl.....
He loves her and she loves him as well.....

So know that he has started a new relationship with her....
I have decided to let go of the relationship with him ....
Im letting go to move on with my life as well....
I just need him to know that I still do care.....

BUT I CAN NO LONGER LOVE YOU!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Im ready

Im ready to do everything he is ready for me to do...

Im ready to accept all his flaws cause I love him so....
Once Im in his arms, I ll be ready to kiss and hug him never letting him go....
Im ready
Im ready to move to the highest level in any relationship...
Im ready to focus on building a better life with him, and only him....
If only he would and could know my heart he would know that Im really ready....
and I hope hes ready too!!