like you

like you

the way you adore me

as much as i adore you

we are simple, smooth

knowing my heart sings

before you speak…………

cos like you

i am feeling you

the way you feel me as

we enjoy together…..

~

©2008 Kai C.

No time for listening!!!

I remember the times that we used to talk on the phone for hours. When every call meant something. Something that we held close to our hearts. Now we are face to face..no phone talk, no text messaging, and no cyber between us. Whats wrong now!?! Seems that Im here and you have me all to yourself....but your not listening! You havent been listening to my heart that has been crying. You havent been listening to my mouth as it sobs out "stop hurting me". You're not good at listening.... Its too late to respond now. The cut is too deep.

Nothing seems to matter anymore. Because now, I feel like a teenage child that has grown up..I dont need you anymore to fulfill my status. Im now doing my own thing. Been so busy, in my mind, to stop and even think about others apart from my children. I think you are trying to tell me something but some how it aint registering in my heart or mind. I must tell you this because you have been telling me this all along.

I got no time for listening!!

i wonder if
i gave you butterflies
last night
cos you gave me something
that keeps me flying
in the dark skies
i wonder how did you makes me feel this way
calling me a sweet girl
in a tone of your sexy voice
and you keep me going and going
want me to be your baby
i felt that
you want me
you're thinking i'm alone and needed somebody
the way you see my expression
i wonder if you knew
i feel you too
not because you like me
because when i first saw you
i adore you
but i tried to hide my feelings away
it never works cos i always blush
and simply eye gazing at you
those butterflies tickles me so
and only wish you could hold my hand...
~
©2008 Kai C

Im just loving me....

I'm just loving me......

More than he could ever love me.....

Loving myself almost too much....

Why cant I find someone that loves me like I love me....

Why cant he feel like this...

I've always imagined my life to be so sweet....

Where the sky stayed blue,

and the grass stayed green....

Don't think I'll ever find that "my own love" kinda guy....

Ill continue to just love me!!

angel eyes

angel eyes

angel eyes

i look at your beautiful soul

i see heavens of love

your pupils of light

your irises of rainbow

i know when i look at your eyes

those sweet angel eyes

there are skies i fly to

your heart i dive in

a place where i can hide

and simply linger in your eyes

your angel eyes

so precious, so pretty

like the twinkling at night

~

©2008 Kai C.

Sometimes..............

Sometimes, I just want to be pampered...

Dont want to be interrupted.

Sometimes, I just need that extra attention....

That only my man could give me.

Sometimes, I want to be surprised with small gifts...

Just because.

Sometimes I want you to show me how much you love me...

Even though you tell me all day.

Most times I love just being your big baby, love you too!!

Going Somewhere.........

Where the sky is bluer
Where the grass is greener
Where I can see nothing but happiness
My smile will blind me

I'm going someplace where
Theres nothing but love in the air
lots of hugs and kisses.......
no animosity

I'm going somewhere
He will meet me
and we would guide each other
its a new place for both of us

Somewhere....
there is more than a rainbow at the end
there is someone there who awaits me
Once I'm there..................love happens

You see........then Im going somewhere!!

another, another poem for Michael

another, another poem for Michael

you are a star, my bright one
how i see it in your soul
when you glow
onstage, moon walking your way out of a fairytale
and bring such magic
in me

they called you, The Glove One
they called you, The King Of Pop

yet i called you mike, yourself
a simple child like human being
dancing with my tears, my joy
it’s your voice i hear
your hands i long to shake
or even hold for a brief second
if i ever give you a hug, or say thank you
for everything that you’ve done
then it might be a beautiful moment, the best time of my life

cos of you, my bright one
you’re always be glowing one of the stars
across the heaven sky
across the milky way and oceans
and i have always believe in you
since you’re a bright star,
i believe in you like
you believe in Peter Pan

within my heart,
i know your innocence
your faith in God
your love for children
could forever spread around the globe

i called you, my bright star
with wings attached on your back to
flash around the other stars
moon-walking on a cloud in your fancy shoes
the hat you wear overshadows your face
your dark glasses hide your pretty eyes
i knew you’re still a human
a lovely black human being
with a huge heart stretch out like rainbows

oh Michael,
this is why i called you, my friend
my bright star, my Peter Pan
cos you made me cry, made me smile
and i pray, hoping in each day
for you to stay happy

~

©2008 Kai C.

Just me

I am just me....

I am me for me....

I am me for who I am ....

I am just me for whoever you perceive me to be....

I am just me for him that love me for just me....

I am me......

Just me!!

My bestestest Friend.........Forever & Eva

He knows me.....

He knows my heart....

He knows when Im sad....

He knows when Im anxious....

He knows me....

He is there for me when I am having problems....

He is there for me when I need a push....

He is there for me when I am praising....

He is there for me when no one else cares....

He is there for me....

There is no one that could be a better FRIEND than him....

He doesnt prejudge my past....

He has accepted all my faults....

He doesnt see them as faults only lessons learned.

My best friend loves me, and I love him too!

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♥ I VOTED OBAMA~BIDEN!!!! *♥
*♥♥♥♥**One World**♥♥♥♥*¸
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~

~
President Obama

i want to shout out
thank you, thank you
time to change
always keeping faith
cos an American dream,
we’re living in it
and there were tears of beautiful joy
pouring from my mother’s eyes
so thank you, thank you Lord
i’m celebrating to be
an American
i wanna wave the flag
and smile
and say, this is my president Obama
i’m proud
to be an American
yet the world knows
anything is possible….
that proves every single person could
make a difference
even children could only see
this generation here
that you could do anything
in despite of an American dream
every race, every disability,
every gay or even transgender
even a woman could make a change
to the world
this is why each voice counts
only to make the world go
‘round…..

~

11-5-08

He is so sweet and is the best at what he does...

Soooo, there is this boy that I would tell you about....but if I tell you then you would fall in love with him too...

a friendship week

Happy Friendship Week

a friendship week

a friend

another friend

what would a world do?

have so many friends

there is

doesn’t matter

what color

what race

no matter how your disability is

friendship is the key

to our souls…………

~

©2008 Kai C.

I got it....

I got that message that I have dreaded for so long,

it came to me this morning.......

I slept well last night only to wake up and hear a beep,

it was my phone.........

I kinda smiled thinking it was my sweetie leaving me a message,

but it wasnt........

My smile quickly went away,

I almost cried.......

I had a text message on my phone from a girl,

"moma, I'm pregnant" it said......

I had to sit up and just ponder,

I forcefully held back the tears.......

ok ok, I thought, get yourself together,

so I texted her back with a million questions......

not ready to verbally communicate,

ok maybe not a million,

but a million and two......

I made her understand that an abortion is not an option,

she agreed as well......

Im gonna be a freakin grandma,

am I really that old, wow......

He didnt know...........

How he made me feel

How I always thought about it....

it...yea "IT"

He never knew how I would lay here

how I would feel his touches...

When he look into my eyes

...I felt warm, special, and loved!

Holding each other arm in arm,

smiling, kissing, touching, and making sweet gestures, no love making.

Just doing things that he didnt know!

My love doesnt

My love doesnt.....
Fade
Vanish
Annul
or dissapear for him.

My love wont......
Demolish
Conclude
Dissolve
or adjourn for him.

My love is ....
real
4 real
so real just for him.

He comforts my love,
He feels my love,
He appreciates my love,
He knows my love(heart),
He only wants my love.......

My love doesnt......and it wont!!